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Her thought in my head than to watch for movements from above. Yet,
although I longed beyond all things to do as Woloda had done, I could
not bring myself to the point. At other times, filled with a sense of
envious jealousy, I would conceal myself behind a door and listen to the
sounds which came from the maidservants' room, until the thought would
occur to my mind, "How if I were to go in now and, like Woloda, kiss
Masha? What should I say when she asked me--ME with the huge nose and
the tuft on the top of my head--what I wanted?" Sometimes, too, I could
hear her saying to Woloda, "That serves you right! Go away! Nicolas
Petrovitch never comes in here with such nonsense." Alas! she did not
know that Nicolas Petrovitch was sitting on the staircase just below and
feeling that he would give all he possessed to be in "that bold fellow
Woloda's" place! I was shy by nature, and rendered worse in that respect
by a consciousness of my own ugliness. I am certain that nothing so much
influences the development of a man